The Camgirl Diaries

Everyone wants a cumshow. That is, the part at the end of a stream where you give the grand finale, and (in some way, shape or form) fuck yourself until you cum. A cumshow. Viewers want the cumshow for obvious reasons; excellent lurk and jerk bait. The men tell me they love seeing girls squirt; I told them women can’t control it that perfectly. It’s probably sometimes pee. The men said they knew but didn’t care. Anyway.

Camgirls want the cumshow because it means we’ve made a lot of money. That’s how it works – at certain milestones I take off my shirt, then my bottoms, then the audience is on their way to the full meal deal. Sadly, I haven’t gotten to do a cumshow in days.

Like I said before, there are lots of ways to do a cumshow. Some girls have actual dildo machines that the men tip to fuck them silly. I’m still afraid of those malfunctioning or electrocuting me. You can use a vibrator but it’s not quite as visually dynamic. A dildo is usually the way to go. Probably anal stuff too if that’s your thing; as for me, I’ll pass. I’ll stick with my cotton candy pink and blue dildo.

You can suction cup the dildo to a wall so I can do cumshows in the shower, or the obvious bed way. I was asked to ride my dildo some months back and didn’t have a clue how to – a viewer actually taught me to suction cup it to a notebook on the bed. Fascinating tricks people have come up with.

One thing that interests me about cumshows are their validity. For example, I personally have never orgasmed publicly. Some women must, or are they just moaning and peeing? Is it all a publicity stunt? Is any woman finding pleasure? For me, orgasms are private, and I know my friend B, a long time camgirl, feels the same. It’s one tiny part of yourself you can still save. Luckily I’ve gotten good at it; viewers have complimented the orgasms they’ve never actually seen.