The Camgirl Diaries

The most famous last words; “I have a crush on a boy.” I do though, not a boy of course, rather a man about 10 years older than I. We’ve been friends for ages, and he’s always been in love with me. There were times I’ve loved him too. Our timelines never matched up.

If I’m honest, that description fits two boys, but one is married so again our timelines slip past. The other lives far away but is willing to do almost anything for me; he said he’ll visit. We’re texting as I write this actually and he’s flirting which he hardly ever does since we had a falling out about a year ago.

Reconnecting with him has been great, besides the obvious thing trailing behind me I now have to talk to him about. The camming. I hadn’t cared when I started if I were single forever, there was no great impact of my online “job”. Now, I’m faced with a new situation entirely. How will he react? Will he turn me away? Be disgusted? Or understanding.

He once dated a stripper, albeit when he was far far younger, and that gives me a bit of hope. Please be liberal enough to be open minded! Open minded enough even that I can keep making money. The stress of the right moment to tell him is a lot, it has to be the perfect moment. More to come.